The 3am Text Confessions Meme

[pantheraliam]

There’s Something I Need You to Know
Please don’t cancel me

Everyone has their secrets. Some are bigger than others, but it may be any number of things that are weighing down on your conscience. One night, whether it induced by lack of sleep, alcohol consumption, or some supernatural force, you decide to come out with it once and for all. It’s time to confess.

Directions:
1. Post a TL with your character name and canon in the subject line. You can either leave your TL blank for others to come confess, or you can put a confession in your top level. Your character’s confession can be anything from “I killed someone” to “I’m in love with my best friend” to “I’ve never eaten chocolate and vanilla swirl ice cream”. Any and all confessions are welcome - in fact, feel free to put a few different ones in your TL if you want people to pick and choose!
2. Respond to other people’s TLs with either your character’s own confession, or with a response to their’s.
3. Be respectful, follow basic dwrp meme rules, etc.!

Open to all fandom characters, OCs, AUs, CRAUs, etc.. Tagging around is highly encouraged!

Comments

2

[middleturnip]

lol

[Positively no humor in that.]

wrong person huh

real nice kunimi

[kunimeh]

[Oh holy shit. This could be one of the bigger mistakes of his life. But...

... it's also kind of an opportunity, isn't it?]

i mean i didnt say anything that isnt true
but yeah sry wrong person

[middleturnip]

[Oh, so now they’re gonna fight? Awesome.]

wow great apology

I am not obsessed with him, you jerk

[kunimeh]

[Buckle up, Kunimi's getting some feels out.]

yeah u are dude and its bullshit
lots of ppl in ur life respect u and care abt u now and its like
all u care about is the one who wont

[middleturnip]

you cannot be fucking serious right now

Really?

[kunimeh]

ok nvm forget it
ur not obsessed i was wrong

[middleturnip]

no fuck you!

Being hurt isn’t the same thing as being obsessed, and I’m NOT obsessed with the shitbag! I thought you of all people understood what

[He cuts himself off. This hurts. This hurts a lot.]

and who the hell are u going around telling that to, huh?

I thought I could trust you

[kunimeh]

[Of course he's being unfair and hurtful. Of course he is. But his own pain is climbing up his throat in a hot, painful lump and having Kindaichi still refuse to consider even the fact that it might exist...]

im not "going around"
i have other ppl i trust too

if u think i gossip abt u or smth u really havent been paying attention

[middleturnip]

I didn’t realize that my “obsession” was such a source of stress for you.

[And that’s the thing. He really didn’t. Kindaichi is wonderful at being unwittingly obtuse, and so it’s true that he’s never stopped to consider that being hung up on Kageyama might be hurting his best friend. Why should it?]

if you wanted to tell me I was getting on your nerves than you could have just said something

But fuck me for being hurt I guess. It’s not like he didn’t abuse the shit out of us for the better part of two years. The cuts are still fresh. so sue me then

[kunimeh]

just shut up kindaichi just shut the fuck up

im sorry i really am sorry i said it the way i did just SHUT UP

[middleturnip]

[Goddammit, Kunimi. This sucks because Kindaichi knows that he probably is actually sorry, but goddammit, Kunimi! He feels he has every right to be upset. How would Kunimi feel if he went around saying that sort of stuff about him? Maybe what makes it worse is that he wouldn’t have any space to do so.

[Obsessing...He feels like he just got spat on. A lot of Kindaichi’s pride has already been damaged and whittled away, or at least it feels that way. Whatever little bit he’s left clinging onto feels like it just got slashed. Goddammit, Kunimi...]

fine.

just

talk to you later I guess. Whatever.

[kunimeh]

if you even want to bc i mean
according to you im a gossiping asshole whos annoyed by ur feelings
why would u bother w me

[middleturnip]

ok ARE u sorry?

Bc last I checked you were the one saying nasty shit about me behind my back

Am I seriously in trouble for being upset about that?

[kunimeh]

i was TALKING to oikawa-senpai
who KNOWS all this
bc it HURTS sometimes and he sees through everyone so he knows that too

[middleturnip]

hurts??
what hurts?

I mean yeah, it hurts
But you said

[Didn’t he say that what bothers him is that Kindaichi is upset about it? How would that hurt? It’s at this point that he starts realizing there’s something he’s not getting here.]

[kunimeh]

considering how judgy youve already been i kinda dont feel like opening up rn
sorry

[middleturnip]

listen Kunimi you HURT me

You hurt me a lot and I’m not exactly feeling like explaining that any more either ok but if you have something you’re not telling me then it’s not my fault I don’t know it

We both know I’m stupid so just tell me what I’m doing wrong and you know I’ll try to fix it I always do

[He tries so hard it hurts sometimes. He tries so hard it hurts a lot of the time.]

[kunimeh]

theres no point kindaichi
just believe me on that theres no point but now

its all fucked up now huh

[middleturnip]

kuni

What are you talking about? Nothings fucked up im just upset

I don’t hate you or anything come on

[kunimeh]

can you forget this happened??
that might fix things

[middleturnip]

I don’t think I can promise you that man...

I’m upset. You wouldn’t want me to lie to u right?

But nothings broken. I mean I’m not

I don’t want anything to be

Tbh ur kind of freaking me out man. Cant u just tell me later when ur not mad at me anymore?

[kunimeh]

[Goddamnit. Why does Kindaichi have to be so wonderfully, sweetly stupid?

"If you want to keep things together, I can't tell you." That's what Kunimi wants to say, but Kindaichi's got his heels dug in now. He won't give up ground so easily.]

i just wish i could stop you from hurting so much
thats all
im sorry it came out so wrong

[middleturnip]

if that’s what u mean I guess it did but like

I love u man. So it’s cool...

I’m sorry I freaked out or w/e I’m just all

Fucked up. In my head. Idk u know how it is

[He’s holding back. And he does hold back more than Kunimi maybe realizes - at least more than Kindaichi thinks Kunimi realizes. But maybe not, if he said what he said, and if he really thinks that.

[Kindaichi really hates himself in that moment. Obsessed...more like pathetic. What a creep he is...]

I won’t talk about it so much

Ok

[kunimeh]

kindaichi nothings ur fault ok u dont have to change
like jfc i couldnt just tell oikawa-senpai what i told u id look like a total tool
but i dont blame u ive never BLAMED u

[middleturnip]

[Guilt twists in Kindaichi’s gut. He should know Kunimi better than that, he thinks. To think he’d actually going around gossiping about something so sensitive...But hell if he didn’t make it sound bad, and to Oikawa of all people. How humiliating is that...]

Can you just like...do me a favor and not talk to him about that rn.

I don’t want him thinking I’m some pathetic creep, ok? I mean u can talk to whoever you want, but it’s embarrassing, man.

[He already feels pathetic enough on his own.]